Well today is cycle day 1..again. This time is different though because this is THE CYCLE DAY 1!! This is the last time I will be doing this! I have struggled alot to get to this point and now I don't know whether I should be happy or scared or optimistic or sad. I just really don't know how to feel. I know that I do feel scared. I know that I do feel pressure to get this right (and I really dont have any control over it). I also feel like the rest of my life depends on what happens in the next month. Oh I think I am going to be sick...
I know that I only have a few people that even read my blog..and that is ok :) So you few that are there, please say a prayer for me tonight. Pray that this IVF cycle goes smoothly. Pray that the end result is a child for us. Pray that I make it through this without losing my mind. I really need the prayers. Thank you so much!!
3 comments:
Good luck Carey!! I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you!! If you ever need to talk, my phone # is still the same, or if you ever want to grab lunch or anything, I graduated last semester, so I've got plenty of free time!! :) Hang in there, this month will go really fast!! Hugs!
Definitely praying and thinking of you. (((HUGS)))
Good luck chick, i'm sending positive thoughts your way x
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